Showing posts with label Belief. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Belief. Show all posts

Friday, February 10, 2012

Dear God…Why do you exist?


Kuwar: Saheb, (and my infinite efforts to make him stop addressing me as Saheb goes in vain…once again)…Do you know? that in our village in Mohagaon, we have built a huge temple costing around 1.5 lacs purely through shramdaan? We are that rich!

Said a visibly excited and proud Kuwar Babale… one of my trainees while sitting next to me in the auto-rickshaw and returning from the fabrication workshop … hearing his Jogdande (another trainee) also got excited and stated:

Jogdande: Even in my village we have built a temple worth 75 thousand… the entire construction was done through Shramdaan and the interiors of the temple was funded by the Gram Panchayat…

The other 3 trainees nodded their head acknowledging this amazing feat… I could see that twinkle in Jogdande’s eyes… it was his turn to show off his village’s marvels to his “Saheb” (shamefully I must admit I have to live with this tag)….


Unfortunately for them, the Saheb (me) was not at all impressed with this statistics or reality… he just managed to heave another *sigh* (something which comes very naturally to him nowadays)…

All of a sudden I realized, that some facts and observations which have been making me feel uncomfortable all through the last 6 months were actually right…. Let me just point out a few instances:
1)      Who is the richest man in the village (any village): You might think of Sarpanch, Rich farmer, people with the max land, politician…. Most of the times these answers are incorrect…. God and the Temple just happen to be the richest person (!) in a village- check it out yourself, 90% chances you will find that i am right.
2)      What causes most amount of conflict in the villages (possibly also in Cities)? Unfortunately it is God again … your creed often makes you shun others… intolerance is probably preached by God (or his disciples/devotes) more often than anyone else…

Err… what perplexes me is someone or something which you will possibly never feel or experience wields so much power that your behavior often borders around stupidity… I must mention here that I am not an atheist… at best I can be called agnostic… or maybe even a believer in some instances (read school exams :))… just that I do not really understand humanity to that great extent…

Villages which can barely afford to feed their population, will willingly build that marble tiled temple or mosque or church… but ask them to unite for a developmental work, they sight poverty, lack of time, lack of interest, lack of benefit –all kinds of reasons to avoid it… I am always being told by the Field Staffs that community mobilization is the biggest challenge they face… why wouldn’t they? Its not religion which they promote… and somehow I feel although most religion has been pro-development, they been always been interpreted and implemented as anti-development…

The 5 richest temples in India have an annual earning estimated at around Rs 1,500 crore… This is hard cash… the donations received in kinds as in Gold, Silver, and Diamond etc are not included… And here we aren’t even considering the Gold Coated shrines and pillars and doors which a majority of these temples have…..temples like Tirupati and Shirdi have their own mechanized automated money collecting system… the Hundi’s fill up so fast that the clamor of all those coins and rustle of those rupee notes can make you go temporarily deaf……shamefully we even bribe our Gods and claim that we want to be a corruption free nation….

One of my first memories in my Rural NGO stint was a visit to the village Karjule Pathar… we were installing a Solar Street Light, which had been subsidized by some donor in some other part of the world… and guess where the villagers insisted that we put it up? In front of the temple… people may fall and get hurt in the dark and perilous village roads… but our God who is responsible to take care of all of us shouldn’t be left in darkness… Same story was repeated in another village called Pimpaldhari… the solar light was installed in the temple at the top of the hill while the villagers residing at the bottom of the hill remained in darkness… and this is not what the NGO wanted- this was the need and demand of the village… whats wrong with us?

I am told that all this is to show our respect and devotion to God… to the supreme power… but I feel somewhat unconvinced about all this… I am sure God is more that capable of taking care of himself… since he is the creator, he would obviously love all his creations, just like a mother is devoted to her baby… so cant we for once change our mentality and be there to serve and help each other? I am sure if God exists, he will sport a Happydent smile if and when he sees this happen… 

PS: this post is a reflection of my own thoughts and do not aim to disrespect any persons religious or personal views/belief /creed.... Figures quoted have been bases reports on Newspapers like TOI, Hindi and Reuters